sister knitter |
If you asked any 80 year old in fair health, how old they
felt, most would declare a number considerably less than their actual age. I once saw a documentary posing this question
to octogenarians and without exception this was true; ages they claimed to feel
were anywhere from 9 years old to 50.
Most older folks have a tangible connection to the part of
themselves that is young. Many will say after
decades of daily peering, they can’t quite believe what they see in the mirror
each morning; it doesn’t jive with who
they think and feel they are . For most of us that live a good long life there are
a lot of transitions to go through, a host of development stages to
navigate. Moving through these various
stages takes patience and forbearance on our parts. We often spend several years
straddling a transition, lost in what often feels like unknown territory, until
an acceptance kicks in and we start to embrace parenthood, middle-age, old-age. Who are we?
The body may have taken on a different form, our sense of ourselves has
expanded with our changing roles. This all takes some getting used to.
Taishan local |
Much of how we feel about age is culturally influenced. China, is elder-centric. In China, seniors are revered and deferred
to. Chinese bus riders wouldn’t think twice giving up their seat to someone
over 50, and in fact would consider it a privilege. In that country, I’ve heard 30-somethings
bemoan they aren’t given the patience that the young receive and they
aren’t old enough (over 45) to be given the status of one who counsels or is
considered wise.
Most western cultures including America, are very
youth-centric. People with gray hair or
seemingly over 45 are near invisible.
Respect for life experience and longevity is minimal. Both here and
Brazil (unlike many European countries) have a very specific standard of beauty. Fashion trends are geared to the under 40 set
and shrinking all the time: Pristine 25
year olds bleach teeth, dye hair, botox, liposuction and routinely have
cosmetic surgery. Elective Cesarean Sections are an option for birthing moms wanting to maintain youthful, “unstressed-looking” bodies. Most of these impossible standards are
celebrity driven (airbrush and all).
How to age gracefully. One of the more interesting aspects
of a person at any age is their ability to be timeless. A youngster who has natural insight and an
uninfluenced, in-depth observational ability of human nature is a timeless
human being. (Most children in the right
conditions will exhibit this extraordinary soul maturity.) An elderly person
with a mischievous sense of humor and an inner joy-glow is also timeless. These
qualities are unexpected and compelling because they respectively have not been
gained through experience or lost through experience. They just are. Their agedness is innate and
dimensional. They are themselves despite the dictated cultural mores. And that
is beautiful and commands respect.
Marguerite Wildehain |
In a world that can be expected not to see or recognize
one’s unique beauty, grace or fabulousness, the question when looking in the mirror
is not so much, “Who is that?” but, “What am I looking for.?” And/or , “What am I overlooking?” It can be hard to not only see the lost
physical bloom of youth, but especially the lost spirit. It is the spirit that is timeless (even if
temporarily laid low). Cultivating and
nourishing our spirit through our timelines, affirms our inner life, excites,
gives joy and engages our purpose. These are efforts/activities that support our eternal
purpose (in this life and possibly the next).
The joie de vivre one experiences helps us to accept all the physical,
psychological and mental changes we experience in our continuum, affirming we
are not static; not eternally young looking, not forever happy, but uniquely Ourselves. We begin to become seamless within the inevitable
transitions, the passage of time.
Just a really fine essay, Germaine! Each paragraph could easily be expanded into another essay.
ReplyDeleteIs it just me (and you), or is this subject woefully unaddressed throughout life? My parents were in their 40's when they had children, so I got to see aging up close from an early age; I don't recall "gracefully" ever being stressed. A young kid can't really appreciate what's ailing older folks, but I remember many doctor's appointments and medicines in the house and that nothing ever seemed to work.
But when I was in my early 20's I studied tai chi with an 80 year old man from China, and got a real "alternative" point of view about what an "old man" could be like. It's possible he was just a freak, or uncommonly lucky -- but he ascribed all that he was to tai chi, and I bought into it.
As you go along, I hope you'll find the opportunity to cultivate some of the ideas/ideals you wove into this post. Meantime, you might enjoy this book; highly recommended per your subject.
Thanks!
Thank you for your appreciation, Walt. This subject resonates deeply. It is such a struggle in the culture at large and the general population suffers it; no role models to emulate (like your tai chi instructor of old). Lately, I've seen 17 year olds who you would think are in their 40's, their body carriage, their spirit is so beat up (altho I did note a small twinkle way far back in their eye (HOPE!). Imagine, laughing or fun a foreign experience for a 17 yo. The spirit and the energy of the spirit is what carries us. Why Qigong and TaiChi are so wonderful; they cultivate both.
DeleteI will consider your request and we'll see what happens! Thanks again.
Re: the observable absence of "spirit" in people -- as you go about your business, how many people do you see with the same look in their eyes as the two oldsters in your photos? I watch people in stores and public places, and people, almost as one, look strained, not just stressed; strain from lives terribly mis-aligned with nature, their own physical structure, like ships sailing without a navigational system.
ReplyDeleteOh, wait ... sometimes, me too!
And various practices help, yes -- but as I too get older, I come to believe that the actual necessary degree of internal revolution from the cultural norm is greater than we can imagine. I guess I'm getting radical in my old age?
Okay, I'll shut up now.
I have a feeling you are more radical than most walt (possibly leaning toward anarchy? lol), no matter what age.
ReplyDeletethis idea of an internal revolution from the cultural norm is what is probably necessary. to be militant in this regard is (I fear) isolating and not in keeping with the idea of a more whole relationship, within and without. We live in the community of a culture and a world. And yeah, its messed up, but here we are. Although it can be impossible to interface daily with those without a navigational system, because of relationship and the absolute need for that, we must. Healing can't take place in my own personal vacuum. It's all connected. I'm here for better or for worse. So are they. My own personal internal revolution will transpire as it can, as the healing will allow. My aim is not to change the world, but be interested (in all life) and hopefully compassionate in the places the world and I overlap, where we meet.
You go ahead and be as radical as you like. I will remain interested in the manifestations. It takes All types..... In the meantime, I am working on getting that look in my eyes the two oldsters above so timelessly have managed to acquire.
Okay, I'll be quiet now.
Lovely on aging except I disagree with one sentence:
ReplyDeleteAn elderly person with a mischievous sense of humor and an inner joy-glow is also timeless. These qualities are unexpected and compelling because they respectively have not been gained through experience or lost through experience.
On the contrary, they are gained by experience, by no longer having to please others or hesitate before sharing one's opinion. Marion Woodman calls us crones and says we have lost the world's power but have a tremendous power of our own, the power of fearlessness and truth telling!
Thank you for this offering. My sense of timelessness is that it just IS. One who possesses it doesn’t have to prove it or otherwise speak it The young are old and the old are young. They embody a beguiling paradox. What Woodman says about us crones is true. Our power is in our presence which IS dimensionally fearless.
ReplyDeleteThanks again for your interest and thoughtful contribution.